Wednesday, April 13, 2005
again
i am blogging again. cus i cant bare being on the comp with nothing to do.
fuck. im still damn pissed. i want to go. i really really really really do. fuuuuuucccccckkkk. bleagrh.
i just went through friendster and realised hoe fucking bloody loser i am.
sheeesh. at this current point, i fucking hate myself. alot alot.
think whatever you wanna think reading this la eh. i dont give a damn. really.
fuck fuck fuck.
what is so wrong with everything.
its just so typical right.
never. never can i get to enjoy the slightest bit of life without having anything to distrupt me.
what the fuck.
i tried kae. so many fucking times.
and this just proves it all la. it bloody proves it.
im not made to enjoy life. there.
fucking hell.
and its not jus the showcase arh. its eery otehr fucking damn thing.
fuck it la.
i dont know what to feel.
to scream or to cry or to just die.
screaming wouldnt work cus i do it all the time anyway so its no point.
crying is dumb and loserish.
and dying is dumber cus whatthehell people who hate me enough will hate me more. and people who dont hate me as much will hate me.
fuck la.
ant* ; 18:09
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